20.1.11

Hello Frustration - I'm getting pretty effin' sick of running into you.

so this week has been interesting. Monday was a breezy -41 here in fort mac. so my boss graciously allowed me to leave work early and go somewhere that is well equipt with heat. So I picked up some micky d's for travis and i and met him at work to have lunch. i went home to take a nap, and approx. 3 hours later, i woke up feeling awful. i skipped aquafit and went to bed early. not that it mattered when i woke up at 3am puking up my entire insides. this continued about once every hour well into Wednesday morning, causing my back and chest to feel adaquetly bruised from ll the dry-heaving. Needless to say I thourgholy enjoyed being able to keep down my toast and milk today.

however I missed Travis's appointment in Westlock, where he met with a surgeon who was supposedly going to give him some sort of insight as to when he could get surgery on his knee. but as it turns out the trip down and back was a complete waste of time. my poor baby was a little frustrated.

ontop of all this junk, i am still on the job search. I have officially sent out 54 resumes. of which i have recieved 2 interviews, and 1 job offer, that i had to turn down because it wasnt nearly enough money for me to survive. I dont think i have ever been so frustrated. I dread going to work every day, and there is nothing i can do about it.